The Christian girl in FL chose a family - and it wasn't us. I'm glad to know that the family this baby will be welcomed into is a loving Christian home.
BUT -It just really makes you feel like you aren't good enough. Remember in school waiting to be picked to be on a team: "pick me, pick me". And then the feeling when you weren't picked. But at least with that the end was in sight. You could see it winding down to only a few more people.
Why us? Why did God choose us to carry this burden? I'm ready to give it to someone else - I don't want to carry it anymore. It has been 7 years since we decided to "start trying". I'm ready to "stop trying"!!!!
(just a side note - our keyboard is VERY dirty)
birthda Ticker
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Another "No"
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As Jimmy V says, "Don't give up, don't ever give up". You have no idea what's in store for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish I was there to give you a big hug. Don't give up!!!
We love you! Just remember that God knows all and we are praying that you are matched with the perfect baby for your family soon.
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