Preparing for baby

I've started getting the playroom decorated for Carson, so the baby can move to the nursery. It's starting to seem real.

I also went through the newborn clothes and pulled out the neutrals so that those can be ready in an instant. In case you aren't aware, there is a chance that when we get the call the baby would already be born. Imagine, "You've been choosen to be parents, come pickup the baby now". Talk about panic mode. So that's why I want to be prepared, just in case. But then again we may have a few months to plan, like with Carson.

I'm just a planner and I know I want to be ready, but I fear that I will be ready with nothing to do but wait. It's hard to not be scared about how long we will wait or if we will ever be choosen.