Feeling sad

Today I started feeling sad that we have no news! This is just completely out of our control.

No financial help

Unfortunately, Sacred Selections is unable to provid us with any financial assistance. They have limited funds and they had 3 other couples whose salaries were under $30,000 who they are going to help. I can certainly understand.

So what does this mean for us. Well it means that we cannot sign up with any other agencies but the one we are with now. It means we wait longer, but hopefully not longer than 2 years.

100 days and counting

I checked in with the agency today and there's no good news.

So to cheer myslef up, I decided to pack a baby bag. You know just in case we get a call and the baby is already born. But really, it was just to make me feel a little more in control.

So I pulled out the tiny diapers, bottles, blankets, and green & yellow gowns and sleepers. It was fun looking at Carson's little clothes and remembering him that small.

Anyways, I'll still be here waiting............................................